I was doing better If you know meYou know I have been silent about all the details of everything that happened But not long agoA random stranger came up to my face and confronted meThey said I deserved what happened to me and that everything was all my fault I stood there shocked and stunned…
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These are the underrated questions I think are most important to settle. Does this person share similar big picture, end-of-life, “by the time I die” goals as me? Will marrying this person multiply or divide, add to or subtract from my ability to impact the issues I care most deeply for? What is the impact…
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Day 121 Today we would have begun our 10th year. You said you never loved me, that what you have now is true love. So be it. You said my pain and sorrow was an overreaction and what I felt was insignificant because your actions are justified because you found your soulmate. So be it….
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To who I thought was the oneBy Abi Maybe one dayI will forget the day I met youMaybe one dayI will forget every I love youEvery I miss youAnd every good nightMaybeI will forgetThe way that you called meWhat you called herBut maybe I won’tAnd our long nights on the phone will be nothingBut a…
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Last night my privacy was violated by the one person I had absolutely and blindly trusted the most in my whole life. I have left everything cordial up to this point. I expected them to have some level of human decency. They accessed my Facebook, E-mail and who knows what else. My apologies if I…
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People are hurtful.They tell me to reflect upon myself and see what I could have changed to be better.Because not all the blame can lay at his feet for becoming a lying cheating adultering mistress.I’m at fault as well. So fine, let me tell you what I would have had to change about myself according…
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Day 82 A weekend that started great and then the reminders came flooding in… I lost the love of my lifeI lost my soulmateI lost my life partnerI lost my personI lost my best friend Those of you harboring him, enabling him and telling him what he did was kismet and righteous. I understand he…
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Just because I smile doesn’t mean I’m not hurting inside, just because I say I’m ok doesn’t mean I don’t want to cry my eyes out
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Just because I appear strongJust because I don’t stay in bed under the coversJust because I work and I smile and I functionJust because I seem okay most of the timeThat doesn’t mean I’m not hurting Please know I’m not trying to hide anythingPlease know I’m not trying to hold it all insideTruth is, I…
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When you’re so broken and in pain and suffering and all you want to do is talk to the one person in the whole world who could make it all better, but you can’t because they’re the ones who did this to you in the first place
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