I’m not looking for passionate over arching love I’m looking for companionship Someone I enjoy waking up next to The ability to share the small little With similar interests But different passions
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Sehnsucht
Imagining impossible scenarios My mind going around and around in circles Hope that started small and grew smaller The longing for connection The single sidedness of the willingness to try I throw everything I have at you Adventure, joy, optimism, love, sunshine Do you sit there unmoved? Can you tell? Is your inaction fear? Or…
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How to be ok
I’m suppose to writeOr he says I should writeBut writing won’t change anythingAt the end of the day he’ll join the long list of people who walk awayHe may like me, but he’ll never love meI have to find a way to internalise that and be ok with it
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I know he doesn’t love me
I know he doesn’t love me I’ll never be his long term plan I’m not who he wants at the end of the day I’m not even his type I’m not anyone’s type I’m this crazy mess that’s wild and loud and optimistic for everyone else’s worlds except my own I’m a high anxiety person…
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