Day 121
Today we would have begun our 10th year.
You said you never loved me, that what you have now is true love. So be it.
You said my pain and sorrow was an overreaction and what I felt was insignificant because your actions are justified because you found your soulmate. So be it.
You took everything from me. You even violated the small broken bits of me I had put back together.
If you have any respect left for who I am and what we were.
Please, stop taking her to our places, stop parading her in my neighborhood, stop playing with her our games.
Don’t you have some human decency left?
I ask that you leave me something of me.
You were with her in the day and came home to me at night. You forced me into renting a place under false pretenses. You left me nothing. Not even goodbye. You ran away instead.
So I have no choice but to say goodbye to what you were – an honest, loyal, trustworthy, sweet, conscientious, loving, caring and kind man.
And I want to say goodbye to what you have become – a lying cheating homewrecking adultering mistress.
Because in every narrative, that is what you will always be now. Your choices and actions speak volumes to your character.
I have nothing to hide. I have done no wrong. I have spread no lies. I am not ashamed of my behaviour throughout all of this.
I do not warrant your perverse suspicions and animosity. I will never stoop to your level of selfishness, deception, betrayal and depravity. I cling steadfast to my character of honesty, kindness and loyalty.
She was never like me, nor will she ever be close or similar to me. Never compare us again. And never think I will ever become like her.
My life purpose is to help people, your life purpose has become to destroy morals and integrity.
Your vanity blinds you to your own blindness.
How the hell does someone go from making children with each other to “I hope you have a good life”?
But I do, I hope you have a good life.
But just because I wish nothing but the best for you, does not mean I wasn’t the best for you. It means you weren’t the best for me.
I’m glad I had the best of you, because I don’t want what you’ve become.
Goodbye