People are hurtful.They tell me to reflect upon myself and see what I could have changed to be better.Because not all the blame can lay at his feet for becoming a lying cheating adultering mistress.I’m at fault as well. So fine, let me tell you what I would have had to change about myself according…
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Day 82 A weekend that started great and then the reminders came flooding in… I lost the love of my lifeI lost my soulmateI lost my life partnerI lost my personI lost my best friend Those of you harboring him, enabling him and telling him what he did was kismet and righteous. I understand he…
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Just because I smile doesn’t mean I’m not hurting inside, just because I say I’m ok doesn’t mean I don’t want to cry my eyes out
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Just because I appear strongJust because I don’t stay in bed under the coversJust because I work and I smile and I functionJust because I seem okay most of the timeThat doesn’t mean I’m not hurting Please know I’m not trying to hide anythingPlease know I’m not trying to hold it all insideTruth is, I…
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When you’re so broken and in pain and suffering and all you want to do is talk to the one person in the whole world who could make it all better, but you can’t because they’re the ones who did this to you in the first place
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“A consumer relationship is where my needs are more important than the relationship but a covenant relationship is where the relationship is more important than my needs.”
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I may smile all the timeBut that doesn’t mean I’m happy like I use to beI’m not that bubbly girl anymoreHe made sure of it
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It’s interesting to watch psychological warfare. The lying cheating adulterating mistresses and all their accomplices squirm and run and hide. Attempting to cover their tracks for all their sins and guilt and shame and the lies they have whispered during pillow talk. Sometimes the best thing you can do is keep your mouth shut and…
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I was in my childhood neighborhood yesterdayclementia neighborhood that he has desecrated with herI can’t even exist in my own lifehe broke me
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Day 70 Those of you harboring him, enabling him and telling him what he did was kismet and righteous. I understand he hates his label. Lying Cheating Adultering Mistress Whore So please, as his co-conspirators, as people who supposedly claim to love and care for him and give more of a damn about him than…
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