I’m dumb and I’m stupidThere is one thing I never told anyone…And I don’t think I ever can…In December 2018 I had a notion in my brainAnd I started being more serious about itI was going to ask him to marry meI had started to plan it outI was going to ask him next May…
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I hate myself because I still love himHe was my person and my best friendI still care about him and I still want whats best for himAnd that’s why I hate myself Tuesday when my world fell apart I just sat thereBut I couldn’t deal with usSo I listened and asked him to tell me…
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I know everyone means well, and I don’t begrudge them of trying to help me…but I need time and distance Because even though he played a larger role in the end of everythingI will still blame myselfI will always take the burden upon myselfI will always know it was all my faultBecause I’m currently in…
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