I am so weak
I cry to myself late at night
And I pray
I pray for him to come back to me
I pray for her to let him go
And I feel so pathetic and weak
Then I beg God for forgiveness
Because I covet him even though he’s no longer mine
I pray that their lives be difficult and full of strife
And I beg for forgiveness for the deep horrible evil of my heart
I pray that he feels guilty for all eternity
And I beg for forgiveness for my pettiness