I say yes and do things
But I barely exist
I asked him for a favour
For just one night
Hold me and let me sleep
Hold me so that nothing happens
no dreams, no nightmares, no interrupted sleep
And he said she probably wouldn’t be OK with it
And what, it was OK for her to take my partner?
OK for her to sleep with her patient?
it’s OK for him to leave me with nothing?
I barely sleep
I barely eat
He said maybe he never really loved me now that he knows what real love is with her
It hurts
Everyday hurts
Everyday isn’t easier, it’s harder
He doesn’t care about me
He has no concern for me
All I want is my best friend back