I’m going to be real here for a minute
Because I’ve had a really bad day
My life changed on 22nd January 2019 at 10:17pm
I’ve lived through the last 16 days of my new life
The black holes I’ve gone down in this time
There’s to many to count
Everything is a pitfall
I can’t protect him anymore
I just can’t
I lost my soulmate
I lost the love of my life
I lost my person
I lost my best friend
Why is it OK for him to have cheated on me?
Why is it OK for him to run away from me?
Why is it OK for him to have moved on?
Why does he get to be with her?
Why does he get to choose her?
I gave him my everything
I gave all of myself to him
I gave all my time to him
I gave all my energy to him
I gave all my money to him
I supported him through everything
Why doesn’t he feel guilty?
Why isn’t he suffering like I am?
Why is there no revenge, or punishment, or consequences for what he has done?
Why does he get to walk away scot free with everything and leave me with nothing?
Why didn’t he choose me
I woke up everyday choosing him
Why didn’t he choose me