Day 28
I’m going to be honest for a minute, today was a really bad day
22nd January 2019 at 10:17pm my world ended
Exactly 4 weeks ago today everything was broken
The blackholes I’ve gone down these days are endless
It hurts and I can barely breath sometimes, I lost everything
I can never trust another person like that ever again, he broke me
I have good days and bad days, but there is always pain
Everything here is a constant reminder of what was thrown away
I’m trying to salvage a friendship but it has to go both ways
Everyday here isn’t easier, it just gets harder and harder
Sadly the only way I know how to move on without him is to leave
I woke up everyday choosing him, just once, pick me, choose me, love me…